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 What the hell is going on with me?

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PostWhat the hell is going on with me?

All my life I have been living a cycle of falling, getting up, a little time of peace and happiness, then falling again. And no, i'm not talking about losing a job or some other bs like that. I'm talking about going on living my life, when suddenly BAM, something happens, emotionally speaking and i'm down. Rock bottom, nothing to do about it. But then it goes away and I forget about it, like literal amnesia.
(to put it in perspective, I had a bad period of my life that lasted about 2-5 years and i have blacked it all out).

But recently i've noticed that I ''Fall'' and I manage to get myself up. But it feels like it's on a loop. Constant falling and getting up. I feel like I'm close to something and then someone goes: ''Nope, try again'' and throws me down. Just when I was getting comfortable with the ''peace''. And it doesn't help that there are ?beings? or something calling my name all the time, fucking with me. <-- That i've had all my life.

The reason i'm writing this here and not to some other forum is that I noticed the ''loop'' a few weeks after I did a certain ritual, that's on this webpage. And my question to anyone who has read this far is: Does it mean something, or do I just suck at life Smile .

Thanks for reading!
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Re: What the hell is going on with me?
Post on Tue Dec 09, 2014 5:41 am  Guest
Please take care of yourself and see a psychologist.

Good Luck.
Re: What the hell is going on with me?
Post on Wed Dec 10, 2014 2:52 pm  Soper
Let's just say. Been there, done that Smile
Re: What the hell is going on with me?
Post on Fri Dec 12, 2014 11:04 pm  Nightshade
Sadly you're the one who makes the fall happen, subconsciously you do it.The "voices" as you say are in your head if they came from a spirit or demon, you would know. the constant "Loop" that you noticed, is its starting to become a conscious act.


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